I happened to be sitting on a wicker rocking chair on the
front porch when Papa appeared in my driveway, wobbling down the rocky path
with his wooden cane. The day was at its peak and the air was heavy with
moisture with hints of thunderstorms in the near future. My kids were playing
cheerfully in the front yard even though the grass was dry and yellow from the
lack of precipitation this winter. Living in the plains of Kansas isn’t always
the best place to find comfort outdoors, especially if you grew up in the Great
Lakes region. Their curly, blonde hair bounced happily on their heads while
they chased butterflies and crickets.
“Papa!” I
yelled from my chair, “What on earth are you doin’ walkin’ down our driveway
with bad weather rolling in! You should let us come visit you from now on.”
I watched him look up suddenly from deep
concentration of foot placement and pause momentarily. Squinty-eyed and flushed
he managed to hear my voice on the wind.
“What’s
that you say, honey?” He shouted back with a muffled, old voice.
I shook my head and rose from my seat,
stretching like a cat awoken from a long nap. My kids were still oblivious to
the fact their great-grandfather was stubbornly making his way down the
driveway. Instead their attention was now focused on the huge purple clouds
looming in the horizon. I adjusted my sunhat and made my way to greet Papa. My
turquoise jeweled sandals crunched on the rocks until I embraced Papa, inhaling
the distinct scent of lilac soap and nursing home.
“Papa, you
should let us visit you at the home instead of taking the bus and walking.” I
scorned with the hint of a smile on my lips.
“Oh sweets
you shouldn't worry about me, I’d rather die trying to see my granddaughter and
great grandchildren than be cooped up in that dratted old building.” He
persisted.
“You know
I worry. You also know they've been asking an awful lot to hear your old
stories about Scotland.” I turned to see
if the kids were still in sight. “You should sit down with them on the porch
and tell your grand stories before the storm hits. Can I get you some
lemonade?”
“That’d be
fine, honey. I’ll gather some of the memories this old brain has left.” He
wheezed.
As I
helped Papa up the steps, a rumble of thunder rolled over the plains like the
muffled sound of bowling balls striking waxed lanes. My kids were running
toward the house in no time at all because thunder can mean great danger is
coming on the plains. They waved their arms in the air wildly and screamed for
help, running away from imaginary twisters.
“Bella
Rose and Jack! My two favorite great grandchildren! Come here you two!” Papa
exclaimed.
Bella and
Jack ran straight to their Papa’s arms and gave him big kisses on his cheeks. Their
freckles stood out on their tanned skin to mark the stories of ancestry that
ran deep in their veins. By the expression on their faces, I could tell they
were eager to hear the story of love and despair Papa always told me when I was
their age.
Spring semester 2013.
Spring semester 2013.